I hate boys.

So it's officially over. Am I over it? Yes. Am I over him? No. He was my ultimate high school crush (except XAM of course.) He was the guy that was unreachable to me. Now that I've had him, I'm not sure I'd ever ask for him again. Maybe because he actually CALLED me for us to break up rather than actually coming to see me. I didn't have anything to say to him. I don't have anything to say to him now. It's over and I'm cool with that, but that doesn't mean that it doesn't suck or that I'm not sad about it, or that it's not going to be hard. It's going to be really hard.

But Joe's here and he really knocked some sense into me. It's kinda odd that it came from him, seeing as he's an idiot. He just kinda said that I shouldn't put up with some shit that I do put up with. We've just been hanging out lately and I really like that. We're a lot alike so we get alone I guess.

Last night there was a bat in my house and my mom literally started crying and Joe was freaking out too. They made me look through the house for it. I found it in Molly's room sitting on top of the door frame to her porch. Joe stood at the door while I had to go and prop the other door to the outside open. He kept trying to shut the other door and I was yelling at him and he was like "I don't want to let it out" so in other words he doesn't want it coming near him. So I finally talked him into throwing a sheet at it and shutting the door really fast until it flew out and I had to shut the door. Basically I saved the day and all would have been lost if I had not been there.

I have to clean my room before my mother cuts off my head and so that I can go kick it with people tonight.