Knowing that I never will.

Spent last night at my house. It was nice hanging out there again. I miss being at home and sadly, I do actually miss being in highschool sometimes. I miss knowing everyone and having all my friends around. I miss having people that I love all around me. Last night I went over to Peter's and everyone hugged me and it was just a nice alternative to college cuz I mean it's not like I know a huge amount of people there. I'm shy sometimes and the last couple of weeks have definitly been some quiet ones for me.

So after going to Peter's I went to Cam's with Andy and Tony and the four of us just hung out on his porch, like always. It was a really good time the best time I've had in a couple of weeks. It's probably the last time I will go there because I'm not really going to come home anymore and since it's almost winter and were not going to be able to hang out there anymore.

Slept at home after I got home at like 3:30ish. Then I went to the Modern with my mom to see everyone. It was super busy there and Mark totally couldn't handle it so I guess that sucks for everyone who has to work with him.

I'm kinda not so excited about going back to the dorm. I just like being around my famiyl especially since I don't think that my family has been getting along too well while I've been gone for the past two weeks. The difference between my dorm and my house is that I used to miss my bed. I could never wait to get into it. Now I don't really miss my new bed yet. That might be because it's extremly uncomfortable but oh well I hope I can eventually learn to appreciate it.

So that's it for today's thoughts.

Learn to forgive. Teach me to live. Why can't the past just die?