Sunday, December 02, 2007

Putting a good spin on a traffic jam.

Today someone was talking to me about how they don't understand why people act the way they do.
He doesn't understand why people do the things that they do, why they think the way they think.
What I should have said to him was, of course you don't understand, but did you really expect to?
What is supposed to make sense about love or friendship or relationships?
What is reasonable about those things? What is supposed to be reasonable about any of those things?
When have you ever used reason when it comes to your loved ones?
You don't understand because your so close to someone,
But at the same time you are so far away.
Your never the same person, you never think the same way all the time.
Your two different people.
People do things to hurt each other, they do things to hurt someone back
Ending up only hurting themselves.
Cut off your nose despite your face is what my mom always called it.
In other words, sabotage your happiness in order to make someone else feel
Inadequate
Wrong
Less than perfect
Low
Undesirable.
Sabotage your love to make yourself look
Better
Stronger
Smarter
Right
Perfect.
Puzzling isn't it? Back tracking isn't it? Destructive isn't it? Human isn't it?

Naturally to balance my emotional overload I watched Transformers.
Shia is my true love now.