Kill me.

I am feeling really claustraphobic with my life right now. I really can't get away from it. And it's not that I want to...it's that I need to, because it is killing me. I am so stressed out that my head might explode. I just don't really know what to do. Every step that I take has some stupid fucking trap door attached that drops me literally, LITERALLY forty steps down. Yesterday my wallet got stolen. Im fucked. I can't get a new liscense without another form of photo id...oh my ucard was in my wallet. Now I have to find my social security card and birth certificate bring it in with me, get my lisense. Then I have to wait for a month, if not longer, to get the liscense. Before that, I can't get a ucard without my liscense, and I can't get a upass without my ucard. I also can't buy my books without my ucard...so in other words for the next month, I have no identification of ANY kind, I have no books, no transportation and NO MORE PATIENCE. I FUCKED for my classes, FUCKED for money, FUCKED for my social life all because some fuckass decided to steal my wallet. I cannot even EXPRESS my frustration, anger and utter discontent with my life. I'm already overloaded as it is being an overtime student with a full time job and next year I have a senior paper AND a job to find. I'm fucked. My head is fucked.

Everything just seems to get worse and worse. My cat never stop fucking meowing at the door. My sister still has yet to contact me. My foot got jammed in the bus door. My dad is destroying my family's life and everyone is dumb about it. I don't sleep. My cats new favorite place to jump on is my face. Im so depressed classes seem really hard to make it to, I just don't know what to do anymore. I don't know what makes me happy anymore because it's been such a long time.